Immediately after the first treatment I noticed a huge weight had lifted from my heart centre, which enabled me to breathe easily and deeply. My heart centre felt huge and open. I felt energised and on top of the world.

A few days later however, I became quite ill with what the GP established was food poisoning. I now believe that this was a healing crisis, and my body’s way of clearing and eliminating all the anger and frustration from my body. It was a massive detox!! I slept for 6 days, after which I began to take notice of the world again. For two weeks I ate nothing and had no visitors. This time allowed me to look at my life and re-evaluate everything. It brought up other imbalances which I now knew I needed to address.

On my second visit to Ruth we discussed what had gone before and how the anger was no longer an issue, but how I now have other changes to make so that I can live my best life. After establishing the most important issues to address I had my second Divine Embrace. This felt even more powerful to me. In releasing deep-seated guilt I felt very emotional. I also felt safe and very loved.

Again I felt very energised afterwards and for a couple of hours. Then I had the deep urge to sleep. Over the next couple of days I began to feel stronger in my resolve to live my best life and my energy levels increased a little. I believe that this Divine Embrace is still working within me, showing me the way to make a difference in every area of my life. Because many of my issues concerned the involvement of other people , this is also having an affect on them. They have to make positive changes in their lives because of the way I am now behaving towards them. Already in a few short weeks, I can see and feel the difference in all areas and most importantly I am mentally and emotionally stronger and don’t feel guilty about my decisions. I am also sleeping well.

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It is 2 months since I first received my Divine Embrace and I now believe this healing to be miraculous!! I can honestly say that all the above is still true, but that I now feel physically transformed. My energy levels have in the last 2 weeks been ‘switched back on’ and I now feel like I did four years ago before I became ill. I had forgotten what it was like to feel this ‘normal’ and I know that I can now do whatever I want to do. I will move forward with strength, love and knowing that I can live my best life.

Thank you SO MUCH Ruth, for your kindness, compassion and for the gentle but amazingly powerful Healing.

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I loved your energy transmission and your sharing. I felt really light and soft afterwards and stopped on the way to picking up my daughter just to look at the stars for a while. It was magical!

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Experience of a Distant Transmission...

Many thanks,for the wonderful healing :-}
I felt the presence of the Divine Embrace as it entered my body and grounded completely, into the centre of Mother Earth, radiating outwards. My chakra system then "lit up" and a ball of golden light entered my body at/around the Crown chakra, which also grounded & radiated outwards. I was aware also, of the presence of angelic beings/angelic energy flowing along my chakra system and also grounding into the centre of the Earth. At some point during the healing,of the Buddha consciousness "overshadowed" me. I was also aware, of a huge angel of white light,grounded into the centre of the Earth, it's arms open wide. There was also rainbow light radiating throughout. During the latter part of the healing, the Divine Embrace was replaced by my "higher self", which "took over". Around 5.35-5.40,I was aware of the beings involved in the healing session leaving. Once again, many thanks for the wonderful experience Ruth.

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I noticed also I really wanted to be outdoors after I saw you - interestingly I did notice the soles of my feet more! I was just aware of them - like they had a fine prickly sense to them - not unpleasant. I still get that sense, But I had also just wanted to walk...!
Went for long walks the next 2 days. Interesting. I havent done any excercise really in this past year - maybe I was being told something!

Overall I feel I have got the message that I must start looking after myself again.

Interestingly too, are some advances on the issues at hand. Things have moved forward in 2 days more than they have in months! Thankyou

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I arrived in an exhausted state and am generally very very physically tired. At one point it felt as if there was a huge void - just going into nothing - a dark bottomless hole. I felt as if I was cocooned - the energy felt as if it was coming from all directions I wasn't aware that I was lying on a couch. I stayed beautifully warm (glowing warm) and had trouble coming back to reality. After your treatment I felt relaxed rather than tired and I slept really well

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I see an apple in front of me. Someone has taken a very small bite into it but it also looks like something is trying to come out of that piece of apple. I first think it's a worm but as I look closer I don't know what it is. It's dark and long. As it comes further out of the apple the creature splits in the middle and it looks almost like a crocodile's mouth opening. Then the whole apple splits into two pieces. One half hasn't got a core and is just smooth inside. The other side has a core and it looks like swirling gold and white colours, alive with everything, as if the whole universe was contained in that core. I am fascinated by that core and feel very drawn to it. As I watch, another colour, like a dark blood-red, is mixed in with the gold and white and makes the whole core look darker but still vibrantly alive. I am feeling myself pulled into the core, feet first. As I go through it I feel like I am being squeezed along in a long tunnel, like a birth canal, towards the other side. It feels a bit uncomfortable but I can also see the whole process from the outside, as if I was a spectator, so I know I will get out the other end. It does feel like a birth. As I reach the end of the tunnel with my feet I feel nothing to stand on at first. But soon I find some ground for my feet and I come out completely. There is only light! It seems to come from a source opposite me, slightly to the right and it looks like a rising sun, although not red in any way, only golden. The light feels wonderful. I get the strange feeling that the light is not just outside me but at the same time it comes from my heart. It does feel weird because the same light source is inside me and outside me at the same time. Then I feel the light also in my third eye. I get a sense of a table nearby. I try and find it and then I see that it is a platform. I need to get onto that platform but I wonder how. At first I try and pull myself up by my hands, a bit of a struggle, but then I notice that the ground begins to lift me up like a fork lift truck and I can simply walk onto the platform. I stand on there and bathe in the light. It feels beautiful!

I lose the vision and am somewhere else. I hear the German word for Sewing "Nähen" being said to me, several times. I wonder what that means (I am not good at sewing, never was). Then I see the word in front of me and I zoom in onto the letter ä. Somehow the shape reminds me of the apple and I know that the whole process will start over again but on a different, less physical level because this time it's not an apple but a letter that looks a bit like an apple.

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Transmission 1

I felt a deep relaxation and quietening. I was aware of my hands glowing like orbs . I then became aware of a beam coming from my third eye area and opening in this beam was golden light. the feeling was of unconditional love which was exquisite - detached and present and equal to all. all sorts of people came into view, people I knew from the past, family and people in my current crice of friends and contacts

Transmission 2

Immediately i heard the phrase Roses grow on you !! and then i felt like i was being walked through a garden of roses. I saw some insects - wasps and bees and thier wings were being pinned and then a chute opened up and they were rushed down the shute. It was like a reverse process of birth as then i was in a star field - it tok a while to come back.

Two days after this DE I felt a heart centered flow day

Transmission 3

When the DE started I could feel it wotking through my head - the third eye and the crown - it was like pulling and widening the channels and it was soft and subtle and beautiful. I had enormous heat come in my heart chakra and it seemed to be working to connect the heart and the third eye area. I had the feeling to sleep afterwards.

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I laid down just after we spoke, so to be good and ready for when you began, nice and peaceful – then, just after you began – became all light headed and slightly twitchy and then suddenly I had the busiest head in the world! All sorts of stuff were flashing in, by out!

Then all of a sudden it stopped, like I’d arrived at some plateau - and I couldn’t perceive anything! Just sort of floated in quiet serenity to the end. Then you called to signal end and I was still deep in it – and then about 1 min later, it all suddenly lifted away and I was all refreshed again!

Something going on though – as in period waiting for you I had distinct image of me lying in a white coffin made of stone I think, but light stone?! Then just after you called had an image of you swirling around whirlwind energies with your hands, like you were stirring wind up – and this was coming out of me – that’s when all the images came crashing through! What is going on?!

Same again – spine is “alive” and feels like something is shifting again! I tell you, this stuff is certainly interesting!!! Just wish I knew what was going on! Will see what comes through – thank you very much, feel rejuvenated. Chat to you tomorrow – floating off to Sainsburys now!!!!! xxxx

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Feeling of peace surrounded me, very soon after lying on couch. Remember sinking suddenly and quickly into deep relaxation and then neck suddenly hurting, pang of pain, then twitching hard, like a sudden jerk, then pain gone and sudden rush of energy down spine (light on crown too – energy coming in there too.)

Then had huge sense of passing of time – like watching some leviathan pass before me, yet I was in it, simply watching as it passed – containing all things – again, with hindsight can say that the theme of visions is definitely time related – that’s what they are drawing my attention to.

Then remember zonking! Then remember powerful energy in spine again – there was light too in there somewhere, blue in third and heart chakra I think, and then remember waking up with huge amount of energy in spine – which felt wonderful but not normal! xxx

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Just after we hung up had similar sense of stillness come over me as last time, then mentally placed myself on your couch.
 
Then had warm flood into me like last time and had two things happen, one was a physical response, coupled with a mental one – I started to twitch! Shoulders twitched, as if trying to find some balance – except it wasn’t muscular, so perhaps it was an energetic channel/meridian thing? Also, an old friend of mine flashed up in my head and it was like
watching a show reel of her life whiz by - she carried on going to an old woman! It was as if I was being shown a time reel relating to her – not sure why.

The twitching calmed down a bit and then had distinct feeling of mountain and waterfall. The waterfall perception grew and it felt like new energy was entering me, or at least that was the “message” – then the twitching stopped and that same deep sense of falling happened. Then I had a vision again this time of a man who I didn’t recognize long hair, beard, felt like time of knights and peasant farmers, he moved like he was being wounded in battle – he felt familiar, then it changed and he was a monk, then he was farmer again,
strong of heart came through.
 
Then it went quiet – and suddenly spine felt rush of wonderful uplifting and warm energy through it – very cleansing. A few twitches again and my whole body which had been slightly cold suddenly became very hot and warm.
 
After a few minutes of that, it felt complete and felt lifting out of it and after I opened my eyes and blinked a few tiimes, felt renewed, rebalanced. Pretty sure, the visions are of me, past life related. Physical adjustment followed by mental adjustment seems to happen as a precursor or readier before deeper healing begins. Energy strong and noticeably felt in spine latter half of healings. Energy flow strong after healing too.
 
Right now I feel re-energised and great! Will puzzle on meanings in visions!
THANK YOU!!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX